Lionsgate Portal 2019

The Lionsgate portal is an energetically, super charged time period from July 26th – August 12th, with its peak happening today, August 8th, 2019. I’ve tried to write about the portal, but can’t come close to the write up from Forever Conscious.

Artwork by @diztantdreamer

During the Lionsgate Portal last year, practiced the Sphinx Kriya. This isn’t a very popular Kriya.

I remember being so internally focused. I wanted to push myself to achieve all that this Kriya was said to offer: a merging of past, present and future time streams for maximum goddess energy, open intuition, and release subconscious frustration.

This time last year I was married to someone else, living a life that someone else thought was good and right, assuming an identity that I accepted as my own for decades without asking myself first, if it was ok.

When situations presented themselves, I never allowed myself to drop in, to pause, to check in with my soul and see if it was true to her. I just said yes to whomever felt like an authority to me. No questions asked. I always wanted to be the good one and I stopped living as a result. Good, as I am sure you’ve experienced, isn’t always right, or true.

As I pressed my palms together, bowing down with my nose almost to the ground, I was begging my consciousness to help me with each Wahe Guru. With a furrowed brow, I pushed myself to enunciate every beat until the words were floating in front of me as tangible objects to hold.

During meditation, your mind inevitably wanders, but the beauty comes in bringing your mind back to the mantra. Catching yourself on the veered path and gently, without judgement, nudging yourself back. Seeing where your mind is taking you to, and saying no, because you promised your soul you’d listen to her. You remember the reason you are sitting in stillness in the first place: to clear the subconscious mind, to cultivate a thoughtful response, in your daily life, to what comes at you in any given moment. In this Kriya, it was to let go of everything I thought I needed to be true, to get to what actually was my truth.

Back to the Lionsgate portal.

However you choose to celebrate or harness the energy of this portal, know that you also don’t have to do anything at all. The portal is open and at its height no matter what. You will come through changed at a cellular level. You will ride the waves of the upgrade vibrationally whether you know it or not, so don’t go crazy with trying to do all the things (speaking from experience here!)

@ceremonyhealing posts:

We’ve made it to the Lion’s Gate portal. Things are speeding up. It’s been quite a season activating us on the optimum timeline. You may have felt the higher frequency arrive, there may be some discomfort as our bodies acclimate to this new resonance. It’s important more than ever now to stay grounded, eat mostly plants, be in your physical practices whatever they are to assist in the upgrade. Anything not aligned will vibrate out and it usually comes right up to meet us fully, have a last hurrah before it leaves.

Forever Conscious writes:

In numerology, the 8th day of the month is a highly spiritual and charged time. The number 8 represents infinity, the infinite soul that we are and the infinite journey that we take. It represents the “forever consciousness” part of our soul; the soul that has lived and will continue to live long after and long before this incarnation.

I know that the Sphinx Kriya, practiced during this very auspicious portal brought me, quickly, to the place I’m in now. My wife, Betty, is a pillar of my past. I met her 31 years ago and hadn’t seen her in 27 years. I did this Kriya on August 3rd 2018. I saw Betty again on November 3rd. We got married on August 3rd 2019. She is now the pillar of my present and future.

When her cousin passed away, I went to the funeral, I had to. He was larger than life to me when I was younger, and he helped me move past a lot of fast acting, continual, family trauma with his gift of dancing, humor, and knowing just how to divert my attention.

I knew I would see Betty there. I didn’t know that I was in love with her. I didn’t know it when I met her 31 years ago, or when I saw her for the last time 27 years ago.

On the way to the funeral home, I was asked if I wanted to turn back. I was told I didn’t have to go. There was also a possibility of seeing my family and we are estranged, so I had a good reason to go back home, but I kept going.

I remember looking down at my hands in the car ride there, knowing I didn’t have a choice. I had to go. I had to go. Something inside told me I had to go.

Then I saw her, I saw only her. Everything around her was unfocused and blurry. But she was crisp and more clear than anything I’d ever seen. I knew in that moment that I was home. I understood why I propelled myself to keep going until I got to the funeral home. Why I pushed so hard in that Kriya.

As sure as I’m breathing, I have loved Betty for lifetimes. Lifetimes. I know that the work I did last year pulled her through those past, present, and future time streams, fulfilling my forever promise to always find her. To never stop trying to find her.

In this incarnation, as in every incarnation, you don’t always remember what you’re meant to do, see, find or heal. I’m just humbled that in this one, my soul remembered, and drove me towards her.

May these resources I’ve shared with you serve.

Happy Lionsgate and Sat Nam!

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